HELLO!

CHOCOLATES !

2010-03-19T22:40:00.000-07:00

IM CRAVING FOR THIS CHOCOLATES!

Tried?

2010-03-19T21:05:00.000-07:00

His back ! Well we went out yesterday...did nothing much..went to plaza singapura,taka and tiong bahru....Talking was the main thing that we did...Share what had we done for the last few days...Went home at around 745 pm. and spent the rest of the night watching tv till at around 12 plus...

Currently,doing nothing....i just dont know what can i do today....mama is now sleeping....Khalil? hmm i dont know whats happening to us today...yesterday might be a happy day for us...but today...i dont think so... i gtg now...i want to get out of this situation fast!

Listning to Telephone by Lady Gaga and Beyonce...

Holiday? Neh...

2010-03-15T05:31:00.000-07:00

Well now is the one week period of holiday..But however i still have to go to sch every single day for remedial... and its like everyday...omg! pls i want to det this over with..well now had just come back for study camp at school...most of the hmwk is done..yet still many need to do...
My results was taken last friday and i did not do as well as how i want it to be but yet there is still one thing im proud of myself and that is i did well for the first time in my maths and for the fisrt time in history after being transfer from normal acd to express i got a D7 for my maths... and im so proud...yet i will not just stop here cause i want to do my very2 best to pass my olevel...6 months to go and i need to start asking around for help... i really want to get the course that i want... like... Mass Commmunication? Design? or even Early Childhood?? so i realy2 want to work very hard to the core... now is all about STUDY,STUDY,STUDY...

2010-02-27T05:39:00.000-08:00

LOVE?

Ohh... HELP ME!!!

L.O.V.E ?

2010-02-09T02:01:00.000-08:00

Hey all....LOng time i have no update my blog...so lazy to update...Will life have been so stressful this days...i really dont know what is happening to me...we had been fighting with each other all times....and i admit that its my fault..i dont know what u shld i do know...no support here and anywhere..i dont know what to do...i lost....khaiyanie is cracking bit by bit...what should i do to keep it strong??i really dont know what should i do...im confused...God help me! i really need your support khalil...i really need in right now..i promise that i wont do any of those stupid things anymore....im sorry...i know im a bad girlfriend to you..hais!....i really dont know what shld i do right now....i need u so much right here....pls....be here with me now... pls....

WHAT IS LOVE?

Love is any of a number of emotions related to a sense of strong affection and attachmentThe word love can refer to a variety of different feelings, states, and attitudes, ranging from generic pleasure to intense interpersonal attraction . This diversity of uses and meanings, combined with the complexity of the feelings involved, makes love unusually difficult to consistently define, even compared to other emotional states.

Because of you

my world is now whole,

Because of you

love lives in my soul.

Because of you

I have laughter in my eyes,

Because of you

I am no longer afraid of good-byes.

You are my pillar

my stone of strength,

With me through all seasons

and great times of length.

My love for you is pure

boundless through space and time,

it grows stronger everyday

with the knowledge that you'll always be mine.

At the altar

I will joyously say 'I do',

for I have it all now

and it's all because of you.

KHALIL!

Bad Bad week

2010-01-17T02:40:00.000-08:00

Hey... it had been soo long that u update my blog..it had been a very2 bad week for me and khalil..many things have been happening to us..had been crying and crying and crying for the whole weeks... im soo stress right now.. i dont know what shld i do to maintain this relationship.. to many argument between us...i want happiness...hais!...to many homework to do...to many stuff tto think about.. pds is done and 1 thing is out of my mind.... olevel is near....im so stress.....

241209

2009-12-24T07:21:00.000-08:00

okay.... Today mark the 13th month we have been together...today we went out to west coast plaza 1st to go and buy my sch shoes and thn we went to iluma to celebrate our anni...Yesterday was the day where the both of us let out all of our bad feelings towards each other and today we have started to open a new book of our relationship. I really want the best for us... We really had a great time together today..Thanks bie for making me happy today and thanks for bringing back that smile back to me after a very long time... I love you so much.. and i dont mind for not getting anything today..all i wanted was to spent tyme with u... HAPPY 13TH MONTH ANNI SAYANG.

ps:i will upload our pics next tyme

So fed upp

2009-12-16T04:49:00.000-08:00

To those who think it is about u thn read it....

Me and baby was so looking foward to go swimming and have fun with all the PDS Mates..But in the end he have to cancel it because many didnt want to turn upp... And because of this we people had made him so disappointed with you people and also because of u also u had made him CRY!! Pls understand all of our feelings who really want to go to this event...think about others too!! I dont care if u dont even think about what i feel but think about him...He is our sir and he had WASTE his time to prepare about this and EVEN bother to make up a poster on what is going to happened tomorrow...This is how u repay his kindness?? Even though he is BUSY with school he still do come to training and plan things for all of us.. Thn this is what he gets in return??? Think people think... If you think i am taking his side thn go ahead...I DONT CARE!!! HE IS BOTH MY SIR AND MY BOY FRIEND AND I KNOW WHAT HW FEELS!!! U GUYS DONT KNOW HOW MUCH U GUYS AND GIRLS HAVE HURT HIM... LAST YEAR WHEN HE DOES NOT PLAN ANY OF THIS THINGS U GUYS COMPLAIN SAYS THAT HE IS TOO STRICT...NOW WHEN HE HAD PLAN ALL THIS STUFF U GUYS REJECTED IT AND DOESNT WANT TO GO!! I ALSO FEEL HURT TO SEE HIM CRYING ALL BECAUSE OF U PEOPLE DOES NOT WANT TO GO!! I JUST HAVE TO SAY TRY PUTTING YOURSELF IN HIS SHOES!! THEN U WILL KNOW HOW HURT IT IS... I KNOW HOW IT FEELS CAUSE IT ALWAYS HAPPENED TO US.... SERIOUSLY IT SO THE FUCKING NOT FAIR WITH THE WAY U POEPLE REPAY HIS KINDNESS!!!

I hate my life!!!!!!

2009-12-12T21:58:00.000-08:00

Our relationship is so sucky this days...He is always with his EGO and me always with my EMOTIONS....I hate it so much..i have no one to turn to...i know that i have always been rejecting Khai ways of things but it does not mean that i dont care about what he wants and feels....All he have to do is just to wait and i will give him back everything that he haD done for me....He had always wanted the old happiness from us...i had been trying my best to give him what he wants...but he just dont see its.....i hate it so much...every one had always been seeing the good side of Khai but no the other side of me...im so sick of this.... all u have to do is WAIT... Pls!!!!!!!!

Hey!

2009-12-09T04:33:00.000-08:00

Hello all... The above picture was taken last week...So cool right the effect...Thanks to baby for editing it..I love him so much.. Lets talk about today... I had to wake upp early today to attend PDS training today...It was a normal training and was also fun..It ended at 4 and i had to rush to woodlands to meet Khalil there...it was tiring as i did not enough sllep yesterday...so now i am doing ntg and waiting Khalil to reach home and to chat with him...For tmr i have no plans....i will be at home all the way and do nothing.. Till next tyme.... Bye!

Its So Hurt...

2009-11-27T21:30:00.000-08:00

Hey everyone...it had been so long for not updating my blog... Today i got no mood i just have to say that.. If leaving me is what u want..i will let you go.. Love YANIE!

I NEED YOU!

2009-10-04T07:20:00.000-07:00

I need you right here with me now...Why must things change between us?Why must we separated?Why?Why dont u tried to understand what i really feels without you...WHY?? I really cant bare living like this...I dont have any one else...Hais!! I really need you bie...I NEED YOU!

GROW UPP!

2009-10-01T22:33:00.000-07:00

okay now i am going to say about the fight between the both of u...i might not be in school yesterday...but i noe all about it...1st can you all grow upp??its enough that most of us had fight with each other before..but pls...........do not create any more problem...
firstly...just try to understand each other feelings
secondly.....talk face to face if not happy...
thirdly....stop posting bull shit about each other on blogs....i knw im doing it now because its what you ppl are doing so ya.......
fourthly...........do not pick sides.....
fifthly.........dont just say but do it...eg...sape2 tk maaf kn org islam lebih dari 3 hari da dosa...so do it!
sixth.........do not let only one person to suffer the pain...........
seventh...............pls stop changing

now...............its not that im taking her side or anyone side.....but i have learn my lesson when i fight with her..........so stop all of it and talk to each other....i hate to see when you ppl are not talking to each other.......................where are all the girls that i used to know.......errrrrrrrrrrrrrrr............... ths is the 2nd day u arhs fighting.................so one more day left for u to forgive each other........and lastly........................PLEASE GROW UPP LARH PEOPLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

if u think u cn post i also can.................i can also talk about it and i take anyone side...BUT IM NOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU PEOPLE ARE BIG ENOUGH TO KNW WHAT IS A STUPID THING AND WHAT ITS NOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!! JUST GROW UPPP PEOPLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

No mood!

2009-09-30T07:46:00.000-07:00

Okay people.....Life is being sucks this days...i had been crying and crying and crying all day long...it really sucks........i just wish that i could stop time and move on to all the happy days tahat i will have in the future or even better back to the past...but yet....it wont happened in any way....life is so fucking sucks!!i hate ma life...why does i have to suffer all of this in ma life?? why dont u understand about what i feel?? Many things had been happening... but most of it is all about us... i just dunnoe how could it go on now...............things change so much between us......... why dont u try to understand me...u keep everything from me...until i dunnoe if u still love me or not...or u are jus playing around with my feelings???i just cound not understand why must u do all of this to me...i noe that it is also my fault...but u cant just put all the blame to me..just think about it larh.....u have change so much...i dont knoe who are u now...may i dont deserve anymore???why??i just dont understand.....why bie??why?????

Im back!

2009-08-24T00:01:00.000-07:00

okay! now......imiss using my blog because of some problem.so yeah....

Very 1st thing that im going to wish bie a HAPPY 9 MONTH ANNI! haha....iloveyousomuch!

so back to the story....

i have been ok this few days not much happen..now da bulan puasa i will noe see khalil so often as...........both we tk nk batal puasa....ok......i have improvwe in my studies lately....but yet still have more to do....guess you guys are wondering...im at school waiting for khalil to finish his interview with his cadets....and ya.....im so bored right now...nothing to do.....i got another 2 hrs to go until he finish...today going to buka luar with khalil,kakak and udin(i think)...going to habourfront to eat there....and ya....tmr is syahidah bdae.....dunnoe what to buy..see how...

HAPPY 15TH BIRHTDAY!!! yeah!......tinggal syima and wani jekblm 15..hahah...jkjk......okok....i dont know what to say lagy.......kay arhs..... bye2.......lastly

HAPPY 9MNTH TO YOU SAYANG &&&

HAPPY ADVANCE 15 BIRTHDAY!! ILOVEYOUBOTH!!!!

2009-06-06T01:25:00.000-07:00

My Time in JUNE!

Well people, my time in June is like really gonna be like urgh!! there's so many things going in school like dragon booting, spec course, student leader and many many many many more. Not to forgotten FDP and NCCDP coming up. Eee!~ Common have a BREAK!! Holiday doesn't feel like a holiday. Might as well no holiday right. Urgh!~

2009-06-04T07:21:00.000-07:00

Hey there, Khai here!
Yanie will not be updating her blog as her computer's internet explorer is down.
She will update her blog when she's free & in contact with other workable internet explorer.
Sorry for the delay to the people who ask to relink, she will do it ASAP.
I will update for her once in a while.

Signing out,
S. Khai

2009-05-23T09:00:00.000-07:00

Woke up early in the morning and baby and adeq suhaida keep on messaging me and felt so frustrated with it and woke up at about 7:30am in the morning. It felt like urgh!~ So early and I also felt that I do have enough time for a rest.

Around 8:30am in the morning help mama to do kuih and i was like eating and eating and eating. Haha! Anyway, baby today is having his ncc day parade selection at hq from 9:00am - 12:00 noon and adeq suhaida was having her pds selection also at hq and i wish them both all the best. Anyway, I was really fun to help mama make kuih with her.

Actually there was a baby sitting with mama friend's children today but turn out it was cancel. So I was so damn bored at home and while waiting baby to end his selection i kept on making more kuih. At 12:30pm, he text me and we plan out to meet up after for a quite some time we had not spent quality time together.

At first we planned to go bugis but I was short of cash and in the end, we decided to go Sentosa today. Wohoo! It had been really a long long long time I had not been there. I even forgotten when was the last time i've been there. I was abit frustrated with mama because she took away my packet food which i had already planned to bring along last minutes and give it to her friend. Urgh!~ and she dun even give me some money.

Anyway, we meet up at about 3:00pm at redhill mrt station, on the platform and we drop off at tiong bahru station and when there to grab some food at Annanas Cafe. At first he said he want to buy chicken rice but he was so fickle minded and change to nasi lemak and i brought nasi ayam myself. then we took the train again and went to outram park and proceed to vivo.

At vivo we went to the ticket station and took the monorail to sentosa and we were like very jakun because it was like our first time together taking the monorail to sentosa. Haha! Usually, we sat at vivo and play games with monorails about colors. Now we're actually right in it. Haha! We drop off at imbiah station and baby when to take the island map and we walk around the beautiful nature and beauty of the place. But first we went to some place to sit and took our lunch plus together with dinner. Hehe! Then we went to talk about the imbiah area like the merlion walk and we went outside the tiger sky tower and also the butterfly park & insect kingdom and also this treasure bistro. It was really fun!

Then baby wanna go to the beach area but the place was super flooding with people. Even the 7 eleven was super cramp the people, and we can't even see the que. At first we was thinking of wanna buy drink, big gulp but then the machine was out of ice like what the hack! Then we change our mind and went to buy nachos. Yummy! Then we went to find a place to seat and eat. Baby don't enjoy to eat so many cheese because it makes him muak then he played around with the extra cheese and poke it on my face. BIE !!! Then, we were thinking of wanna go walk around again then mama text me to be back before 8:30pm. So we went to take monorail again back from Beach Station to Sentosa Station. From VivoCity, we waste no time and the bus 145 was really on time when we just reach the bus stopped and baby was playing kiasu around the people that was also kiasu to get in. OmG! Haha ...

Then on the home inside the bus, there was this irritating uncle whom sat beside baby and he was like keep looking at me with that irritating look. Then, after a while there was this "woman" inboard the bus and sat directly in front of us with "her" friend. Baby was so curious and ask me how come the woman's shoulder is so broad and her fingers was like bigger then baby and my. Then we were suspecting that she is a "bapok!" .. haha! Through out the journey we listen to "her" voice which was kinda strange and baby pointed out to me that she got sideburns. baby was very kecoh. lol .. He look around and compare my hair and other women's hair and the bapok hair. She got sideburns and guess what? The bapok alight on the same stop with us. When we want to alight the bus too, the uncle whom sat beside baby turn and baby turn and look at him directly in the face and the uncle smile and said to baby to be careful. Baby was like "what the hell?!!". Anyway that bapok is really a bapok! So disgusting because we passed by the coffee shop and saw her face was really urgh! omg and i scare baby to be careful of not he/she case baby and baby was like intimidated already. Haha!

Anyway, it was really a great, fun, awesome, miracle and amazing day today. ILYSM bie for really making my day today. You bring back my smile and happiness back, thank you so much for spending this quality time with me together. ILY!!!!!! I also would like to wish HAPPY HALF A YEAR ANNIVERSARY in advance to Baby and I hope the best for the both of us and lastly, ILYSM again bie!!! muacks!~

hmmm.....

2009-05-14T22:30:00.000-07:00

Currently nowat mac...doing ntg staringat the wall...waiting for baby...he hadgonefor sembayang jumaat...ok...life have beenkindda okay...but still i feel things are still bad as.......dunnoe ekkh..hais!had been moody and stress up with MYE! but still MYEis finishingon monday...thn can enjoy! YEAH! well get a letterfrm ICA..saying tat i have to make my ic soon....so......all YI secs 3 haveto make iton the 29may...but only those that are 15....forthose who birthday haven yet...still have to wait but can resgister 1st...kindda cool....haven 15 ic is ready...haha...butpity i syimah cause heer birthday is in dec and she will be getting it next year...well pity her so much...

erm....so between meand themis kidda ok but still its not the same as last tymes...i jus missit somuch and i noe this is all my fault.......i have been thinking shld i just move on or what??everynight had been thinking on what shld i do to make all of us to be good friends again??hais! it is all becauseof me...if not all of this will not happend at all..!! hais! i just dont noe what to do now...GOD PLEASE HELP ME!!!

ok now bout me and baby...things are going hay wire...had been fighting alot buthe really sabarwith my peragai...i dont how he can sabar until now....had been trying to save money for 6mnth but cannot cause i very2 broke.....money is a big issue for both of us...hais! seriouslyi jus want to get over it andbe happy like last times....rarely fighting at all....

so now have to decided on what shld i do to settle allof this problems....hais! i just wannabe away from all offora fewsdays...so that i could calm down and settle it in a goodway.... well for now just go with the flow and bare with it until i could find a way to stop all of it...

omg! GOD PLEASE HELP ME!!

Stress out!

2009-05-06T05:22:00.000-07:00

ok....it had been a long time since i update my blog...it have beed a really hard time for me.......things are going hay wire....i cant bare to saty happy anymore...Losing everything that im having...LOVE,LIFE,SCHOOL,FRIENDS&FAMILY....i cant help it anymore...i just want to go far away where i could be alone and be happy without anything stopping me.....having a time machine to rewind back what had happen and do the right thing.........MYE has started.......it making me more stressfull thn b4...........i dont know why but im sick of everything........always fighting with bie......fighting with friends....all...all the bad things is happening to me......WHY???i just cant understand it.......it sucks so much....i hate it.............i wanna be lyke the times when everything is going very well...it is so fun back than.......but now all had change...............

Bie had always been busy and fighting all this while had hurt me and made me realise how bad i am toward him all this while........i hate it so much..........i hope i could stop been lyke that.....now things had change so much between us...........we will be busy with school and we will rarely meet and it hurt me so much......but i cant do anything but to just bare with it until when also i dont know...all of this had made me crying for days thinking what would happend if we did not meet at all??will it go worse??i just want to be with bie everday..........hearing his voice laughing and disturbing me all the time.........but it had change...........

being alone is sucks......fighting with friends is sucks!now i have no one to talk to...........bie is busy and i dont want to make him stress anymore.....i will be alone till whenever it have to be.........

I HATE MY LIFE!

Back!

2009-04-18T05:36:00.000-07:00

Haha! its had been a while that i update my blog....being so lazy arhs.....ok so....lets talk bout today....

Firstly,Wake up at around 845...found out that i got a few msg and one of it is from baby...i was about to reply his msg...but think back...i got no time to do it...so go bath and get ready to go sch...and call baby to inform that im going out already...so....meet baby at wall......while waiting for ila and idah...we talk2 arhs....mcm2 arhs....thn baby send me stright to sch and he whn to gym...so sweet of him!err!!iloveyousomuchbaby!

okae...so fast foward cause nothing happend at sch...quite boring....

so after sch meet up with baby again and then we went to westmall....plan to eat at KFC but thn to many people there...so end up we went to OCK and i was about to buy the food there.....tap tk jad...so nvr eat...he bought many food...cause he also very hungry...after buying the food went to int and take the 61 to beach road....

Inside the bus i was sleeping so long to tahan my hugry-ness...when woke up he force me to eat the food that he bought for me...but i die2 say i dont want...cause its his money and i dont want to eat it...thn it was lyke around bugis there and i suddenly found a $2 note inside my wallet and i was so shock and i quicklly wanted to buy food haha....

Then....we miss our stop and had to walk abit more to reach beach road.....when at beach road he went to order his name tag and we went to sit at the park nearby....SUDDENLY theres a cat go under my chair and i was shouting for him to carry it away and he done it...thn it takes the cat another 10-20mins for the cat to come back at where we sit.....but then..........baby bring it away from me........and he has save me from that evil cat haha....MY PRINCE HAS SAVE ME!! haha.....

Okae otw baq....we talk much inside the bus and reach under my blok..........we talk so much and we kacau2 each other until non-stop...haha....it was very funny cause i was running away from him lyke play catching lyke that..haha cute tau...lol....ok thn we walk and go home....

Lastly,I have to say a big thanks to baby for maikng my day and....u really makes me the happiest gilr tau...thanks baby! iloveyousomuch!!mintak kene gigit tau..haha...okok...until here only...bye!

What is the problem??

2009-04-01T06:42:00.000-07:00

So had this talk amoung us...and she started by jus saying bout us so loudly step lyke we could not hear bout it...so she started asking us why we did not talk to them all that and all the other such things....i did not say much as i dont wanna to talk about it n get into a fight...so than...she talk..talk...talk........and i was lyke ok so thats how u feel bout us not talking to u...thn what we feel if we were be angry at all bcause a stupid things...I ALSO HAVE FEELING OK!!!! i was lyke just want it to be over and stop all this merepik-ness from all of us...thn today someone asked me to read a blog and i read it and see that frens are fighting about stupid thing..and feel hurt all that...ok so??cant we just lyke talk face to face and say what we really feel about each other again??can we??just mayb u gals think that i changing or whatever so now i have to say that....
"YES I AM CHANGING AND YES I AM LIVING MY OWN LIFE WITH WHAT I WANT TO ACHEIVE IN LIFE WITHOUT ANYONE OR ANYBODY TRYING TO STOP ME TO DO THINGS OR NOT TO DO THINGS WHEN UI WANT TO DO IT!."
so pls...just stop talking about the stupid thing saying im not talking to anyone bcause of having problem and not sharing it with anyone cause...NO ONE COULD HELP TO SOLVE THE PROBLEMS WE HAVE EXCLUDING YOURSELF!! so..........now i am saying that I GOT PROBLEM I KEEP IT TO MYSELF AND NOT TELLING ANYONE EXCEPT THE ONES THAT I REALLY TRUST!! AND THATS FINAL!!!!
now no one is allow to say what the feel bout me cause im not that yani anymore that will cry over things that are STUPID...
lastly....
KHALIL IS MINE NO ONE IS GONNA STOP US FROM LOVING EACH OTHER UNTIL WE ARE THE ONES WHO DECIDED ON IT

Not quite in the mood today

2009-03-30T04:43:00.000-07:00

It had been sometime that i update my blog...it was that i was not feel very well and things are going all over the place now....it had been almost a week that i had been sick...now i had recovered...i felt glad that all the sickness are all over...FINALLY!! ok now baq to the main story for today....had not really talk alot in sch due to some problems that i had...not having the mood to talk to anyone except nisa...she the one that had been helping me all this while on going through all the stuff that im facing...and also thanks to ros,diyana,shahir,izzul and sayang for giving me the support that i nik on going through the problem...hais!it had hurt me for sometimes....but this people are always there for me when im down....Sayang had done many things to make me stay strong and forget about what had been going on all this while....thanks bie....i will just end it with the msg for all those names i had said....

To nisa:Thanks for helping me go through this problem im facing...u will always be my fren and u had make knw whom is whom...

To ros & dee:krg thanks for converting(tk tau spell)me when i cry...u guys make my day with the things that we talk about..and ros thanks for the hug...

To shahir:Thanks for letting me noe that i still have somneone in life...and...jage haty ------- btol2 kae?

To izzul:mayb aper yg lau ckp btol zul.....i should jus go on and lupe kn aje aper yg da jad and jus go with the person that are really true to me...and last long...and uat bdh sudah ngn dier ok?

Lastly....
To sayang:Bie thanks ekh for giving me the support that i nid everytime im down or pape...u really had made me lupe kn aper yg da jad and just move on with all the things that i have now....i does not want to lose out in life and yes i will do whatever u ckp bie...u really had understand me and had shown how much u love me for the past 4mnth...even though kite gdh nik semua...it still a good sign and i noe that we will saty strong and proof everyone wrong...b....thanks sayang...ilysm!

SICK!!!!!!!

2009-03-23T05:49:00.000-07:00

IM SICK!!!!!! this is what i hate.....Did not when to school today.....mum wont allow me too until im fully recover....so...had to saty home until tmr.....erm......Stay home do nth cause had to stuck im bed bcause feel dizzy.....didnt eat much.....ok tmr is my 4th mnth with sayang....so....dont know what to give hym...so......until here only....nid to rest as much as i could as i miss all my frens so much......till here thn....

To sayang....get well soon too ok??

:)

2009-03-18T20:36:00.000-07:00

Hey people....Sorry for not updating for quite some tyme....Lazy arhs.....Erm....so....For this one week holiday....Did not go any where as no one to go out with and sayang was away for camp...so....jus sit at home and eat,eat,eat.....haha....getting fatter each day....monday when out to meet sayang before he when to camp....tuesday had tuition...wednesday and today had nothing much to do....tomorrow plan to featch sayang from camp...but dunnoe ekh mama give or not....yeah so....i dont really now what to say....so people just enjoy looking at the funny photo from part b camp....

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2009-03-11T04:19:00.000-07:00

AT last...Im baq from camp..haha...tried tau....erm...so...let me tell you more about what happend during the 3days of camp....

DAY 1
Ermm...reach home like pernormal...thn...the instructors talk to us about what going to happen....but b4 that we are suppose to surrender our hp...but then i had plan not to...cause wanna msg my syg...and ya so....we were then divided into 2 groups...and i was alone in my group..as wani and iqah was in the another group...buy thn...i still have my guys frens...Shahir Adi and the rest arhs...haha...i always get bully by them...but yet i dont care...haha...will we procide to the camp site at 12..and when we reach there its was raining...so we did not have musc activities to do...reach only had our lunch...after lunch...we go and do our cart and flag...it finishes at around 1 hour plus later...then we when for dinner...had our campfire prep....and suddenly we get to know that our cart was being step my a guy...and it just spoil all our hard work...stupid...well...it ended with a supper and dbrief by the instructors and head to lights off......

DAY 2
Wake up at 6...do normal stuff in the morning...then...had to meet all the rest at 7 outside the canteen....after thet...we do our morning streching and head for breakfast....after breakfast....my group started to play the game which had being plan...1st was lifting sprits...it was that we have to link ourself and at the same time...we had to cross over to the other side...so...all the strong boys started to carry all the girls to the other side...and at last we complete it....next we play the..."dont know what game"i dont know what it call and we were able to complete it fast...after we had play the game...we were then ask to fix our cart for the lunch later...so fix it and head for lunch...after lunch...we had a class vs class games...but in groups...and both of the game my group win...haha! its was aqll about team work...! yeah!...after that we procide to the last sessions which is play with the mud...and we had so much fun playing with the mud..after finish play the mud...me,iqah and wani went for a quick shower...even thought we are not allow to...haha...we then had our lunch of cart and this part we did not win...well we then get our camp shirt which is in red colour..hot tau!!when for change and...go dinner...after that had our campfire...eventhough it was raning....we still had a lot of fun time and yeah....i had to cheer alone...eventhough izzul is suppose to do it with me...will...it all over with a dance on the floor and...we had a lot of fun.....aftewr the campfire...we had our wash up....supper...dbrief and light off!
And...IMISSKHALILSO MUCH!!!

DAY 3(Last day!!YEAH!!)
wake up at the same time as day 2....had our morning streching...and then...breakfast....after breakfast....we had to clean up all the areas that we had use during the camp...well...me,wani and iqah just sit down and looking at people....hahs...after tat we had a game...and had a hold lot of fun...haha!then...will gather with all the other class and had done billy banja before playing the bomming game....after that...........there was the best group presentation and................CONGRATS TO 3N1 for winning it!!happy for u guys!!!!will we then head bad to sch and...at sch had a bath and meet SAYANG at rc...after that when to mac and eat...head to mrt station and go home...Reach home stright away sleep!haha...

For now.....waiting for SAYANG to online and going to chat with him lame2...haha....erm....so ths friday got another camp and going to be VERY tried!!well gtg now!!BYE!!

hello!

2009-02-23T05:26:00.000-08:00

erm...ok lets talk...erm...for the next few weeks...im not gg to be able to update my blog so soon..cause hse is under renovating and comp must tutup....so ya...erm.....todae...sch mcm biase...boring...idah tk dtg....erm..ok..nothing really much happen..aft sch...waited for hym...go wcp...and go home...tu jek...erm...ok larhs..anyway nk wish my sayangHAPPY ADVANCE 3RD MNTH ANNI!!

To bie....
Thanks for eveything that u had done for me for the last 2mnth...u really understand me..and i really2 love u so much from deep from my heart...bie...i really apprecite it when u are there with me when i need someone...Lagy2 mase i asik kene mrh ngn mama tu semua..uu really brighten up my day whenever it happend..Thanks bie...and also....Thanks for all the care and concern that u had show me...and also..im sorry for being a bad gf towards u whenever i gadoh with my family...i tau...its harsh..tap im not in a good mood after all...In the weeks to come we will not be able to meet each other so often and also could not be together everyday...but yet!!i will LOVE you so much no matter what and i noe that we will stay strong forever and ever...thanks for everything bie!!ILOVEYOUSOMUCH!!muax!!!

ps:saper2 yg tk uke or what...just go find another guy ok??his mine!!

I HATE IT!!

2009-02-20T06:01:00.000-08:00

OK now i seriously gt no mood and i am angry lyke hell..To whom it may concern...

I had nvr felt this hurt before...All bcause of her im getting this and people had syop trusting me bcause of YOU!!u just think about your own happiness as u nvr think that all what you do will be bcause of that FUCKER and i am to be blame.......Pls lar!!think about what i feel whn i always get scolded...And the reason i always be home late cause the house SUCKS!harap kan jek ader org pat dlm tap semua uat hal sendiri....for what if i be home early if its always like that??mama reach home only go sleep!!sister??hah! dont ask..penting kn diri sendiri jek! gare KAU larh aku asik kene mrh!!gare2 aper yg KAU da uat larh mama tk percaye aku!!nik semua gare2 KAU!!

I HATE MY FAMILY!!pls larh people...stop think that i am the same as her...i hate it whn people say that...as if i got no feeling and as if i am stupid and to young to noe about all of this...

WELL YOU ARE WRONG!!!

2009-02-14T05:17:00.000-08:00

He's my ONE and ONLY

Love is in the air ! :)

What I'm hoping from us is ...

... and thanks for the sweet moments, thanks for the showing me your Love and Romance .. Thanks for the flower :) I love it ..

But most importantly, I LOVE YOU, muacx!

I HATE IT!!!

2009-02-09T05:08:00.001-08:00

Hello people!sorry for not posting any thing yesterday..kindda busy with things...ok...

for the past 2 days...luck is really not by my side...to also the same...this seriously SUCK too the core...i hate it...ERRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i hate living in this world with alot of mean people living here..i hate it sooo much.....seriously...WE will not b like others ok???HELLO we have our own way of working things out and we know what we are suppose to do larh!!!!!!errrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!soooo the fed upp........er!!!!!!

Sorry!

2009-02-07T07:17:00.000-08:00

"B,im sorry for all the things i had done before this...Such as hurting your heart or your feelings...I dont knw why but i feel that something is not right...and i dont noe what is that...For now lets just be happy with each other and go through this ups and down together...I just hope that you will support me in what ever i doing in life...For now...lets just have our own time..whan everything is find...we will talk about it..ok...im not going to break with you..."

Tried!!!!

2009-02-06T06:03:00.000-08:00

Hello again!!hahas...erm...lets talk about what had happend today...erm.....morning when to sch as pernormal.....but go in sch a bit late.....and thn....had art today..it was fun...as im done wif most of the object and left 1 to do....ok...thn...aft sch whn for sl meeting...aft tat whn changing......report....and everything that always do in NCC....erm today I feel gland and happy cause kartina and hairah had come aft a long time...and ya "Girls do come more often ok??we seriously miss you girls!" haha...finish ncc whn home with hym...RIDE,TALK&LAUGH...thats is what we always do inside bus....erm...ok ya...for now...being so tired and i wanna sleep now!bye ppl...and ya tmr have to go sch!!!errrr!!!!!!!haha!

Trying Something NEW! haha!

2009-02-05T03:13:00.000-08:00

HELLO ! people! haha!i had being force on having a blog and soo on...all is bcause of lit...and ya have to start a blog and...try out diffrent things at the same time..haha..kindda LAME! yeah! ok so yaa do understand if im not updating this blog as i a sort that...lazy kind...haha...so...lets talk!....

Ok...

morning when to sch and mit the rest...and...blablabla..haha...erm...nothing much happend today..kindda of boring also...so...erm...

after sch go mit him and go jurongpoint to buy file than when home...inside the bus was kindda of funny arhs...cause he keep on laughing on the ppl in side the bus and also making fun of them...abit piss off but yet its still funny...today never really spent much tyme as i had promise to go hm early today...he send me home and i waited the bus wif hym and whn home after he had took the bus...otw hm...saw many cats and yeah im scared of them haha! took the long way to avoid them...reach home...eaat! smsing him! and nothing in mind but thinking of doing something fumn later...erm..gtg now! i will update again if im not lazy at any point of tyme! c ya!