Wednesday, May 6, 2009 ♥
Stress out! ♥ 5:22 AM
ok....it had been a long time since i update my blog...it have beed a really hard time for me.......things are going hay wire....i cant bare to saty happy anymore...Losing everything that im having...LOVE,LIFE,SCHOOL,FRIENDS&FAMILY....i cant help it anymore...i just want to go far away where i could be alone and be happy without anything stopping me.....having a time machine to rewind back what had happen and do the right thing.........MYE has started.......it making me more stressfull thn b4...........i dont know why but im sick of everything........always fighting with bie......fighting with friends....all...all the bad things is happening to me......WHY???i just cant understand it.......it sucks so much....i hate it.............i wanna be lyke the times when everything is going very well...it is so fun back than.......but now all had change...............
Bie had always been busy and fighting all this while had hurt me and made me realise how bad i am toward him all this while........i hate it so much..........i hope i could stop been lyke that.....now things had change so much between us...........we will be busy with school and we will rarely meet and it hurt me so much......but i cant do anything but to just bare with it until when also i dont know...all of this had made me crying for days thinking what would happend if we did not meet at all??will it go worse??i just want to be with bie everday..........hearing his voice laughing and disturbing me all the time.........but it had change...........
being alone is sucks......fighting with friends is sucks!now i have no one to talk to...........bie is busy and i dont want to make him stress anymore.....i will be alone till whenever it have to be.........
I HATE MY LIFE!