Baby, you're mine ♥
Saturday, May 23, 2009 ♥
Woke up early in the morning and baby and adeq suhaida keep on messaging me and felt so frustrated with it and woke up at about 7:30am in the morning. It felt like urgh!~ So early and I also felt that I do have enough time for a rest.
Around 8:30am in the morning help mama to do kuih and i was like eating and eating and eating. Haha! Anyway, baby today is having his ncc day parade selection at hq from 9:00am - 12:00 noon and adeq suhaida was having her pds selection also at hq and i wish them both all the best. Anyway, I was really fun to help mama make kuih with her.
Actually there was a baby sitting with mama friend's children today but turn out it was cancel. So I was so damn bored at home and while waiting baby to end his selection i kept on making more kuih. At 12:30pm, he text me and we plan out to meet up after for a quite some time we had not spent quality time together.
At first we planned to go bugis but I was short of cash and in the end, we decided to go Sentosa today. Wohoo! It had been really a long long long time I had not been there. I even forgotten when was the last time i've been there. I was abit frustrated with mama because she took away my packet food which i had already planned to bring along last minutes and give it to her friend. Urgh!~ and she dun even give me some money.
Anyway, we meet up at about 3:00pm at redhill mrt station, on the platform and we drop off at tiong bahru station and when there to grab some food at Annanas Cafe. At first he said he want to buy chicken rice but he was so fickle minded and change to nasi lemak and i brought nasi ayam myself. then we took the train again and went to outram park and proceed to vivo.
At vivo we went to the ticket station and took the monorail to sentosa and we were like very jakun because it was like our first time together taking the monorail to sentosa. Haha! Usually, we sat at vivo and play games with monorails about colors. Now we're actually right in it. Haha! We drop off at imbiah station and baby when to take the island map and we walk around the beautiful nature and beauty of the place. But first we went to some place to sit and took our lunch plus together with dinner. Hehe! Then we went to talk about the imbiah area like the merlion walk and we went outside the tiger sky tower and also the butterfly park & insect kingdom and also this treasure bistro. It was really fun!
Then baby wanna go to the beach area but the place was super flooding with people. Even the 7 eleven was super cramp the people, and we can't even see the que. At first we was thinking of wanna buy drink, big gulp but then the machine was out of ice like what the hack! Then we change our mind and went to buy nachos. Yummy! Then we went to find a place to seat and eat. Baby don't enjoy to eat so many cheese because it makes him muak then he played around with the extra cheese and poke it on my face. BIE !!! Then, we were thinking of wanna go walk around again then mama text me to be back before 8:30pm. So we went to take monorail again back from Beach Station to Sentosa Station. From VivoCity, we waste no time and the bus 145 was really on time when we just reach the bus stopped and baby was playing kiasu around the people that was also kiasu to get in. OmG! Haha ...
Then on the home inside the bus, there was this irritating uncle whom sat beside baby and he was like keep looking at me with that irritating look. Then, after a while there was this "woman" inboard the bus and sat directly in front of us with "her" friend. Baby was so curious and ask me how come the woman's shoulder is so broad and her fingers was like bigger then baby and my. Then we were suspecting that she is a "bapok!" .. haha! Through out the journey we listen to "her" voice which was kinda strange and baby pointed out to me that she got sideburns. baby was very kecoh. lol .. He look around and compare my hair and other women's hair and the bapok hair. She got sideburns and guess what? The bapok alight on the same stop with us. When we want to alight the bus too, the uncle whom sat beside baby turn and baby turn and look at him directly in the face and the uncle smile and said to baby to be careful. Baby was like "what the hell?!!". Anyway that bapok is really a bapok! So disgusting because we passed by the coffee shop and saw her face was really urgh! omg and i scare baby to be careful of not he/she case baby and baby was like intimidated already. Haha!
Anyway, it was really a great, fun, awesome, miracle and amazing day today. ILYSM bie for really making my day today. You bring back my smile and happiness back, thank you so much for spending this quality time with me together. ILY!!!!!! I also would like to wish HAPPY HALF A YEAR ANNIVERSARY in advance to Baby and I hope the best for the both of us and lastly, ILYSM again bie!!! muacks!~
Thursday, May 14, 2009 ♥
Currently nowat mac...doing ntg staringat the wall...waiting for baby...he hadgonefor sembayang jumaat...ok...life have beenkindda okay...but still i feel things are still bad as.......dunnoe ekkh..hais!had been moody and stress up with MYE! but still MYEis finishingon monday...thn can enjoy! YEAH! well get a letterfrm ICA..saying tat i have to make my ic soon....so......all YI secs 3 haveto make iton the 29may...but only those that are 15....forthose who birthday haven yet...still have to wait but can resgister 1st...kindda cool....haven 15 ic is ready...haha...butpity i syimah cause heer birthday is in dec and she will be getting it next year...well pity her so much...
erm....so between meand themis kidda ok but still its not the same as last tymes...i jus missit somuch and i noe this is all my fault.......i have been thinking shld i just move on or what??everynight had been thinking on what shld i do to make all of us to be good friends again??hais! it is all becauseof me...if not all of this will not happend at all..!! hais! i just dont noe what to do now...GOD PLEASE HELP ME!!!
ok now bout me and baby...things are going hay wire...had been fighting alot buthe really sabarwith my peragai...i dont how he can sabar until now....had been trying to save money for 6mnth but cannot cause i very2 broke.....money is a big issue for both of us...hais! seriouslyi jus want to get over it andbe happy like last times....rarely fighting at all....
so now have to decided on what shld i do to settle allof this problems....hais! i just wannabe away from all offora fewsdays...so that i could calm down and settle it in a goodway.... well for now just go with the flow and bare with it until i could find a way to stop all of it...
omg! GOD PLEASE HELP ME!!
Wednesday, May 6, 2009 ♥
ok....it had been a long time since i update my blog...it have beed a really hard time for me.......things are going hay wire....i cant bare to saty happy anymore...Losing everything that im having...LOVE,LIFE,SCHOOL,FRIENDS&FAMILY....i cant help it anymore...i just want to go far away where i could be alone and be happy without anything stopping me.....having a time machine to rewind back what had happen and do the right thing.........MYE has started.......it making me more stressfull thn b4...........i dont know why but im sick of everything........always fighting with bie......fighting with friends....all...all the bad things is happening to me......WHY???i just cant understand it.......it sucks so much....i hate it.............i wanna be lyke the times when everything is going very well...it is so fun back than.......but now all had change...............
Bie had always been busy and fighting all this while had hurt me and made me realise how bad i am toward him all this while........i hate it so much..........i hope i could stop been lyke that.....now things had change so much between us...........we will be busy with school and we will rarely meet and it hurt me so much......but i cant do anything but to just bare with it until when also i dont know...all of this had made me crying for days thinking what would happend if we did not meet at all??will it go worse??i just want to be with bie everday..........hearing his voice laughing and disturbing me all the time.........but it had change...........
being alone is sucks......fighting with friends is sucks!now i have no one to talk to...........bie is busy and i dont want to make him stress anymore.....i will be alone till whenever it have to be.........
I HATE MY LIFE!
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Narlyani Nassir
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Tied down to a Guy named
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Yani is known to most people.
One year older on every April 5th!
A very random & hyper girl who
is a CrazyLover of CareBears ♥
Tied down to a Guy named
KHALIL - & I LOVE HIM SO MUCH.
Music is definitely part of me.
Shopping is her passion.
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